Testimonial for my dearest grandma..

She sat beside me, looking at me and wondering what I am doing so late night. I was chatting with my friends online. She said, “Khyatu Dikra, Suija... savaare uthvaanu che. (Khyatu my child, sleep you have to getup in the morning)”. I replied, “Yes”. But didn’t bother to switch off the lights and listen to what she said. May be the lights were disturbing her and not allowing her to sleep. Its only after I slept, she slept. I talked to my friends in different countries but didn’t talk to her much.

Five months when I was at home that was the best time I spent with her. She told me stories of her life. May be that’s the only thing she shared with me and that is too much for me. Every time she told me an incident, we argued on her reaction. I was never happy with her motto in life, to keep others happy and sacrifice your happiness. But she had a trick to calm me down later. After every experience of hers, I used to console myself saying that I cannot live the life the way she did. May be I would have given up long time back if I was in her place.

She never dreamt for herself. She had no desires and wishes for herself. The only dream she had was that all dreams of every person in the family is fulfilled. The only wish she had that everyone in the family should be happy.

What should I say about her. She is my alarm clock. She is my guiding light. She is my friend. She is my shield. She is my confidence. She is everything for me.

Well, I can go on writing about her for hours. She is the person, I loved the most. I miss her terribly. I still feel she is looking at me when I am chatting with my friends asking me to talk to her. Well this all sound very emotional, but after she passed by, I learnt one thing is to give your loved ones the time they deserve. Else we will keep on regretting that we couldn’t give them time and love they were worth of.

I MISS YOU BA !!! I MISS YOU VERY MUCH !!!!