The more you do...

The more you talk about it, you think about it.
The more you think about it, you worry about it,
The more you worry about it, you are upset about it,
The more you are upset about it, you don't know what to do.

Like, what to talk?
Like, what to think?
Like, what to do?

and it continues... :(

A Dream

A dream, I see,
A dream, to be free.

A dream, to do something different..
A dream, to prove something...

A dream, which has its own way,
A dream, will take me there someday..

A dream that, gives me hope..
A dream that, has limitless scope...

A dream, to live life,
A dream, to enjoy life.

I really dunno..

What is there on my mind,
I really dunno..

What I wish to do..
I really dunno..

What brings happiness..
What makes me sad..

What will cheer me..
And What will make me smile...

I wish I had the answers..
To all the questions, I really dunno.. :(

After a long time....

Wassup these days???

Planning my Ladakh Trip... my dream trip...
My leaves got sanctioned..
train bookings done..
accomodaton booking in progress...
just cant wait now... :)

and why am I writing this here??
I dunno.. :)

Positive Thinking… Positive energy… Positive Friends….

It was one of the rare occasions, when Martin was talking more than me, sharing his secret on positive living. He said,”I have read somewhere and believe, the whole universe is made up of a single energy. And a person thinking positive will spread a positive energy around and the same is with the negative energy. So the point is, think positive and don’t let negative thoughts come your way and in this way one can spread positive energy everywhere.”

I was obsessed with his thought for several days. I kept on asking him questions,

Day 1:Me: What do you think is the energy now in the world?Martin: More of negative. :)
Day 2:Me: What if you have negative energy around?Martin: Still you can think positive and don’t let negative energy affect you.
Day 3:Me: Sometimes negative vibes give us nightmares.Martin: Always have good thoughts 10 mins. before going to sleep. You won't get nightmares. ” 


I remember one of the conversations; I had with AK long time back on the same topic,

AK: Katz, why so people go to temple?
AK: u know?
Katz: nope
Katz: I don’t believe in going to temple.
Katz: I go because my parents ask me to go.
AK: What do u think, why people go to temple?
Katz: I sometimes feel... they find peace there
AK: ya exactly but why there?
Katz: because they think they will find god there
AK: na, but why they get peace there?
AK: one of the reasons for getting peace is...
Katz: is?
AK: in temple everyone thinks of only good things.
AK: When I say good things they may be thinking selfish but doesn’t want to harm anyone...
AK: everybody call for god...
AK: when it happens in a volume
AK: that will create a positive energy in the surrounding...
Katz: but why so?
AK: so when u step into the temple area u will also get that +ve energy.
AK: why coz, one reason is everybody thinks good...
AK: everyone comes there with the feeling that they can find solution for their problems there
AK: again +ve thinking
AK: that will create some energy there... it’s a law.........
AK: when material things and lucks doesn’t favor, then people automatically turns to spiritual...
AK: they totally rely on god... its human tendency that people feel, they get solution
Katz: true.
Katz: very true
....
....

This reminded me of my two friends AB and Irshad.
AB: A healer. She is such positive vibes that one feels happy and positive in her presence. 
Irshad: a positive one always.. especially during my exam times :P.


Read this somewhere:
“Being positive or negative are habits of thoughts that have a very strong influence on life.” 

I BELIEVE: 

It’s all power of your thinking, your thoughts, your energy and your positive friends who make a great impact on your life. And I am glad to have many such people in my life.

“Positive thinking is expecting, talking and visualizing with certainty what you want to achieve, as an accomplished fact.”

Cheers to all my positive friends.!!!!!

Somethings somewhere...

Somethings somewhere had started,
Somethings somewhere went ahead.

Somethings somewhere were enjoyed,
Somethings somewhere were memorized,

Somethings somewhere were forgotten,
Somethings somewhere were remembered,

Somethings somewhere had to end,
Somethings here did end.

Testimonial for my dearest grandma..

She sat beside me, looking at me and wondering what I am doing so late night. I was chatting with my friends online. She said, “Khyatu Dikra, Suija... savaare uthvaanu che. (Khyatu my child, sleep you have to getup in the morning)”. I replied, “Yes”. But didn’t bother to switch off the lights and listen to what she said. May be the lights were disturbing her and not allowing her to sleep. Its only after I slept, she slept. I talked to my friends in different countries but didn’t talk to her much.

Five months when I was at home that was the best time I spent with her. She told me stories of her life. May be that’s the only thing she shared with me and that is too much for me. Every time she told me an incident, we argued on her reaction. I was never happy with her motto in life, to keep others happy and sacrifice your happiness. But she had a trick to calm me down later. After every experience of hers, I used to console myself saying that I cannot live the life the way she did. May be I would have given up long time back if I was in her place.

She never dreamt for herself. She had no desires and wishes for herself. The only dream she had was that all dreams of every person in the family is fulfilled. The only wish she had that everyone in the family should be happy.

What should I say about her. She is my alarm clock. She is my guiding light. She is my friend. She is my shield. She is my confidence. She is everything for me.

Well, I can go on writing about her for hours. She is the person, I loved the most. I miss her terribly. I still feel she is looking at me when I am chatting with my friends asking me to talk to her. Well this all sound very emotional, but after she passed by, I learnt one thing is to give your loved ones the time they deserve. Else we will keep on regretting that we couldn’t give them time and love they were worth of.

I MISS YOU BA !!! I MISS YOU VERY MUCH !!!!